helplessness.
The feeling sucks.
helplessness in my time.
helplessness in prioritising.
helplessness during worship prac.
helplessness.
But at the end of the day, it all boils down to me and God. Why am i even feeling helpless? Perhaps i didn't even try to receive His help? sigh.
Its such a hectic week. no time for family, no time for myself. booooo. christmas is coming but the festive mood is like totally buried under the stress of what's coming up tml. sigh.
Im tired.
so tired.
drained.
i didnt even realised that until like, now. when i finally have the time to rest. feels like im fading away slowly. bits and pieces of me are taken away day by day. wonder when will i be left with nothing. maybe its a good thing, to be left with nothin at all. when i really empty myself out for God to manifest in me totally.
what a satisfying lunch. Gosh. its still lasting. so super full la.
Peace=mark of approval from God
8:07 PM
blessed.