finally. its confirmed. im moving. well, for those who dunno. my family's downgrading to a 3-roomed so that we could tide over. (obviously some financial problems. haha.) yup. should be moving ard second week or third week or march. found a good place near yong jing ge's house.(in fact its just one block away) its pretty accessible there. can walk to mrt and all that. got a big big market behind and many many shops. and plus, LOTS OF FOOD. haha.
haven't been talking much abt my problem. well. im actually quite ok with it. not much depression. haha. but sometime ago, i cant help thinking why do i have to go thru this. when i see girls around my age claded with branded goods, i just cant help but think abt the luxury of having a life of a girl born with a silver spoon in her mouth and scorn abt mine with so much financial constraints. but again, God always uses his holy spirit to discern my thoughts. who am i to judge the life that i was given? who am i to say that God is not fair? what more could i ask for. God has given his son for me! and i received this grace freely. was talking to nuaby today. talked abt some rich man poor man thing. im just glad im not living in a 2-roomed flat, cant have money for immersion trips(ok maybe sometimes), have to use candles instead of electricity. i have three decent meals a day, got lots of love from family and friends, and occasional rewards for myself:) in the end, it all boils down to God's will for me. well. this is real. REAL as in its happening right now. so its for sure that this is God's will for me to go through it. I believe and trust that His power is with me. since he's put me to it, he would put me through it. besides, knowing God surpasses everything. The joy of the Lord is my strength :)
im buying the SA uni tml:) so exciting. haha. everyone's wearing it already loh. haha. *imagine myself in uni* hahaha.
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blessed.