i opened my first bottle of white wine successfully today!
i set up the globe for the first time today!
i arranged ice cream for the first time today!
i had a drink from the counter the first time today!
save it van. you're so tired, aching in the legs and there you go trying to console yourself with all these 'firsts'. even if it was for real, you're not going to hold out long cos there's no more 'firsts' for you to be excited over..... grrr... my legs area ching like mad.. its so painful that i cant even dance properly today!
yeah yeah yeah.. im like compaining adn whining deep inside me.. all the time, as i always do. cos people are like telling me the different lobangs they have, most of them giving a higher pay and a slacker job... grrr. BUT.. you know i was working HARD right, and thinkin of all these in my heart...den i was thinking..hmmmm.. a jc student like me deserves more than standing for 8 hours and getting $5 an hour and work till my legs ache.. but den ah.. God suddenly taught me:
This is humility.
for every moment that i spent there i definitely learnt something. and somethings you just cant learn it else where. despite all the aches and such a tired day... i felt accomplished after every day. its as if everyday is just full of surprises, full of new stuff for me to learn..
but actually its not that bad.. first day was cos i was super lost.. but now not already.. haha. today peggy asked me how new i am and when i said 3 days she was quite shocked. haha.. made me feel so proud of myself.. haha. u see, little things like that brighten my day up. haha. and ivy said i dun look 17.. well, i dunno if its good or bad but anyway.... hahahaha..
but its really really really tiring...booo...Thank God It's Friday tomorrow!!!
10:27 PM
blessed.