renai's camp starting on tue. the weird thing is i do not feel any excitement, urgency or motivation to do anything at all. i guess all the holiday stuff has maxed me out such that im left with a little more than an ounce for this camp. this is kinda bad. haha. well. got to know my group members today. guess this time serving as a leader would be really challenging cos the members are totally different from what i have encountered for the past year serving as a leader. dunno what to expect at all. and this time my co-leader is someone that i know, so its kinda like a totally different feeling this time. really dont know what God has in store for me this time. which is well, maybe a good thing. then i will have no expectations for this camp and i can let God fully use me and teach me.
sigh. still have to work tml. so tired!! this camp will be a good break from the cruel and cold workin world. hahaha.
12:28 AM
blessed.