adjusted the pic size. yup its better now.
well cny has been a harvest! haha. didnt expect so much ang baos cos not doing much visitations. but felt blessed though. only thing that i couldnt get over was that my relatives say im very dao. ok yes i have that dao looking face and i have nothing to say to like my relatives i see them so little and what am i supposed to say? so just because im borned with a dao face and i have nothing to say to them then i am dao????? hahahaha. so silly right. and none of my cousins wanna talk to me. always feel so left out when im among them. sigh. so sad.
anyway was on the way home on the mrt and passed by tanah mera. was looking thru the glass windows and had a bird's eye view of the whole tanah merah area. sadly, what i saw was once the lush and green field now being replaced by construction barriers, cranes, construction materials, ready for the next condominium to be built there. its so sad.... cos thats where i flew my first kite!!! yes! my very first kite! i could vividly remember, about 3-4 years ago, had kite making for ACC(Appreciation of chinese culture) and we were allowed to fly the kite that we made. it was so fun and the wind and air was just awesome there! and now... its gonna be all gone. so sad! urbanisation and the destruction of natural environment! its so real!
its so funny. margaret is always commenting on how nuaby and i can never find a boyfriend cos we're so mei you xing xiang and so fierce and whatever whatever. thing is hello, you have to accept me fro who i am and like me for who i am to be my boyfriend right? hahaha. doesnt it makes sense? oh well. haha.
12:42 AM
blessed.