Blogger is seriously down man. sigh i cant put the playlist thigny on my side bar! if not u all can KEEP LISTENING to the wonderful song by jaycee. haha. im so in love with the song. its so peaceful, not emo. haha.
These days, i've been enjoying my company. solitude can be an enjoyment and an important process in training independance. ive realised that ive been 'being alone' for longer periods of time than i have before ever since i stepped into jc life. well, its not a bad thing really, as i said i kinda enjoy the moments when i didnt have to speak, well, maybe only to myself. or when i could take a long bus ride home (and emo on the way home hahaha) and just spend moments with God even. I was recalling the times that i go home alone when i was in secondary school and i can barely think of any, except maybe only the times when i was at cold war with my clique (you know who you are hahahahaha) and i had to act cool and just go home alone xiao sa-ly. haha. hmm indication of growth in any form? i would say independance. but im most prob enjoying this cos i havent been having time for myself. hmm.. the hectic life of MOI.....
had my first yfm pract yest. haha. well not exactly first if you know what i mean(haha), but it was as bad as one. good thing was enyu gave me a simple piece. but bad thing was, i couldnt even handle it. i didnt know if its okay la but to me i was just horribly embarassed. haha. CINDY IF YOU'RE READING THIS.......!!! HAHAHA. but well, im excited, nervous, ok actually im damn scared la. hahaha. i never imagine myself playing, at least not for service. never thought of it. haha. so scary! wahaha.
cant wait to know what MINGLI got for me from hk! hahahaha. mingli ive made this public so u've gotta squeeze something out for me even if you've got nothing!! hahaha!!
6:18 PM
blessed.