BTs over. no joy, none at all, at least not what i expected.
inadequate, still. and completely no idea how to change that. been playing for more than a month yet no progress.
is this still what You want me to do?
have this sudden urge to learn something, anything. but grr no $$$. haha. still must save up enough for cambodia. which still seems impossible. poof.
ah! must have faith!
anyway mingli just started school and it just dawned upon me that im going to reach the 'prime of my life' soon. haha. time flies man. sometimes i still dwell upon the question of "am i really in SAJC already?" haha. can't imagine myself going to uni next time. i dun think i will know anyone around me. and its so scary cos u have to like attend lectures and whatever alone, until you manage to find a 'friend' and stick to her forever and ever. haha. much as i really would love to step into uni life right now, the thought of unfamiliarity just scares me. and if i really cant find any friend or what ill just end up hating to go school just like now. okay la, at least now i have 2 good friends in class. and they are my ONLY good friends. haha. Thank God He sent me the both of them. cant imagine school without them. haha.
11:50 PM
blessed.