dont know why im so shaken after watching 'freedom writers'. Coincidentally, i received the weekly update from 'voice of the martyrs' right after that. it just occured to me how much i felt towards the oppressed, the hurt, and even the lost. i guess i don't have a great family background to start with. and i know there are people around who are in a worst situation than me. but i guess there's something that God has given me since i was young-belief. whether i was a christian or not in the past, i always believed. believing that things will turn out better than they are now. i guess that was the only thing i held on to for the first 15 years of my life, until i came to know God. and it hurts me so to see people who do not have this belief, losing their lives slowly everyday, because they think things will 'never change'. they've got to wake up, and they cant do it alone. i have no idea why this post is full of feelings but i guess i just wanna see people's lives change for the better. its real in this world you know? i always had this thing for delinquents, street kids and stuff like that. just believing, again, that someday they would change for the better. look at the people around you, who is lost? who is hurt? countless. sometimes we just dont see it because we dont try, or we dont want to. because we think our lives are worth much more important things.
emo emo man.
7.9 on the ritcher scale. thats where help is needed now.
2:01 AM
blessed.