10 days remaining to student camp.
recently ive been doing things that are kinda out of my comfort zone. just like serving in student camp. i wanted to share today but had no time. i think im at this point in my life where im really questioning myself how much do i do to make my relationship with God works. and when i looked back, ive been really active in church activities and all that but i wonder if thats because im trying to use all this activities to fill the deficiency an intimate relationship with God. However serving in this year's student camp has really made me actually DO something about it and realise some great truths.
I wasnt expecting myself to be in the prayer comm at ALL. when margaret heard that i was fu ying zhang she talked to me a little and told me that usually when we have fu ying zhangs, the fu ying zhang has to take care of prayer. at that time i confidently said h*ll no. hahaha. then i think God quite jiao hua la. die die also dun wanna send someone to do prayer. in the end i decided to take up prayer, for the sake of fulfilling the need of the comm. i was really really reluctant. its not in my comfort zone to pray, like hello? at that time i wouldnt even say i have a healthy rship with God can. im also not a 'prayer person'. but well, i took it up anyway. but God is so good and used this opportunity to bring me back to Him, and at the same time, showing me how trusting in Him really works. i mean like i said, im so not a 'prayer person'. but it gives me joy to be able to pray for the camp, for the people.
im still trying to love the people around me more, and im glad that i made use of many opportuities God has given me. :)
6:40 PM
blessed.
