im finally free to blog!
for the past month ive been busy with school and student camp stuff. just finish marking the kids' papers. no joke marking 90 over essays. things doesnt get better when the kids are not satisfied with their marks and try to get more from anywhere. just got me so irritated i almost screamed at the class.
had a long day on sunday. after recce went to baby amos' chalet! he is so cute! very guai, doesnt cry. if im a mum i would definitely want this kind of baby. must find a husband who is as siao as yj ge who scare the baby until he immuned. hahahahaha. then went simpang to meet up with the 8G gang. been long since we hanged out. sin hwee and ah bey joined us but left early. then the few of us just stayed on and talked non stop. seems like we havent got together for long. since right after the As. hai. emo emo. then because it was so alte already, we decided to walk home. well, not exactly. aiyah, in the end i reached home at 3 plus. haha. sounds crazy but its been so long since ive done this kinda thing. haha. age is catching up....
vesak day was full of meetings. then went 8G-ing again. went to see WX off after our dinner. were just in time. saw a lot of familiar faces and some of my ex classmates. made me so paiseh when they screamed my name in the sea of green la.
recently have been making plans for a lot of things. then again it struck me, how limited i am. that even if i can plan up till 6 or 7 commitments to juggle with, i can never forsee unexpected circumstances. i guess God has been teaching me to run towards him. its beautiful how God speaks to me through my service this year in student camp. serving in the prayer comm has pushed me pray more than ever, for more things, for more people, for a longer duration, at a deeper level. its just good to know how i can always fall back on Him if anything fails. not that im weak in will and mentality, but its aways good to know someone else is supporting you whatever u do and where u are.
then, a lot of things running through my mind as well. cant u tell that this blog post is so disorganised and 'broken'. i have so many things i want to say that its not coming out right. so many thoughts that are not properly developed. am i making sense? i find myself asking this question every now and then.
hai.
5:23 PM
blessed.
