embracing adulthood

There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Vanessa Miriam Chong

I love God.
I want to love His people,
His wonderful creation.

I live a victorious life everyday,
because my saviour has triumphed.

I want to tell the world of my story.
The story of how Jesus and His love has filled me

I will follow Him the rest of my life
And i will dwell in the House of the Lord forever.

Finally, i can sit down and blog properly. Past 2 entries were like fillers while i stone when doing my work.

I had a great weekend. Managed to do a sharing session with my cell girls. Though attendance wasnt like wonderful, i felt like we really had a great time of fellowship, especially with the younger ones lke xin min and eunice. i feel especially guilty when cornie came in to pass me lowell's exam package cos we didnt prepare any for our cell members! Anyway, then we went dinner and chill out. During dinner i asked a lame, stupid and intentionless question about xiu xia's relationship with eric and it sparked off this whole series of bgr topics again. haha. and then everyone was just so excited. hahaha. sisters, my sisters. haha. sickening lo, make me suddenly think of when my kong chuang qi will end. haha. then after that the few of us went starbucks to chill. been so long since i sat at starbucks. though it was a bit GG cos got nothing much to say, but had some laughs too. haha.

was supposed to be at speaking of love today but didnt go cos didnt feel like. but didnt really manage to sell my tickets so i wasted 12 bucks. but heck la, i had so much fun playing ball today. :)

i really felt the lethargy in my spiritual life yesterday when i was listening to the sermon. when rev koh talked about being a 忠心的天路客 . though i have been faithfully carrying out my duties and doin my work despite the fact that i was sick (makes me feel better haha), my walk with God hast been exactly as uplifting. but im glad that now as i take over eileen's role as a cgl, i have to prepare BSes, be more involved in the youths' lives, and bla bla, i feel like i learn more and i need to walk closer to God in order to depend on Him. its a good feeling really. :) but first, i need to get a good devotion material to kick start my disciplined QT. hahha. havent been receiving daily bread so try to do it online, but, very hard la.

still feeling a bit weird on the throat. hopefully i'll be well soon enough! EXCITING LIFE AHEAD AH. TOMORROW GOT QUIZ AH! HUAT AH!

11:56 PM
blessed.