I cannot further illustrate my point of how hectic these 2 weeks have been but to direct you to what time this post was written. I can confidently say that my days end at average, 2 am everyday. Im so glad its wed tml and i dun have to wake up for 830 lessons, like i do for ALMOST EVERYDAY.
Im REALLY tired. you know it when u attend every lesson, activity and bla and u just seem to doze off when u're not in action. it feels like im attending a camp that i dont get to sleep until all the activities end (sometimes at 4am) and then u have to wake up at like 8 am cos u have to eat breakfast with everyone else.
It's mum's bday today! its kinda sad that i cant celebrate it with her. wanted to go back but then very leh cheh cos she's had plans. hai. i havent bought a gift. but i sent a nice sms to her at 1230am and she seems really pleased. i know, its little things like these that makes mothers happy, and thats why im doing it. Im determined about making a change.
Yesterday xiu yi said something that made me panic. Do anything u want in uni but DO NOT screw up your studies. ok. im doing everything and anything but that. Im so dead la. im dead beat everyday when i return to hall and to make it worst, i have like 3843878275148 trainings and dance sessions every week. in addition, some of them clash so i have to rush like a mad bee. sounds draining enough?
thank God its wed tml. TGIW for me. no early mornings, no lessons. this sounds sick but i really hope exams come a little sooner so that all activities would stop. haha.
I thank God for blessing me brothers and sisters who really care :). Thanks babes! im fine!
2:48 AM
blessed.
