i cannot stand really mean people. they make me wanna be really really really mean to them. and i know im capable of that (my mean-ness can kill). My boyfriend cannot be mean, i mean like really mean. ugh. (disgusted face)
Its almost rare for me to regret my decision. I always worry, yes, but i seldom regret. because i believe in myself so much that i would make any regrettable decision a perfect one. haha. i know i sound scary. im just stubborn la in other words. but recently i find myself regretting more and more regarding my decisions.
felt emo coming to hall today. maybe cos i didnt get to see my mum today at all. i feel really bad abt my family after the talk with Cherlyn. I mean, i really dont know what to do, or what can I do to change anything at all. i wish i had realised all of these sooner. then things wouldnt turn out the way it is right now.
anyway i have PABA minutes to type so signing off!
1:21 AM
blessed.