things havent been going well these 2 days, inside me. i term this phenomenon the exam emo.
Exam emo: Period of time just before exam where one starts to have depressive thoughts about one's self. There is a tendency for that individual to be extremely pessimistic about any possible situation. There is an obvious lack of energy to do anything mainly due to the fact that he/she has the exam at the back of his/her mind. Possible symptoms include listening to emo songs.
even yesterday as i was going through service and all, i cant help but be reminded of the number of hours i have left to my next papers and the number of hours i get to study. boooooooooooooooooo.
in addition, i have this lack of sleep problem recently. ever since school stopped activities for exam, i sleep almost 8 hrs everyday. yet i feel this constant lethargy in me that is perpetuated even though i slept less than 8 hours for ONLY ONE night. i think these are signs of premature ageing.
also, exams make you fat because other than the fact that u stop all physical activities, u eat A LOT. i mean, what else can u do when u are studying?
thought i believe im highly pessimistic, i do have an optimistic side. because i always look forward to the bright future after the dark days! immediate plan: madagascar 2 at TM. anyone? :):) then, teo heng on fri night. then someday (we havent decided): making dumplings and eating them! of course not forgetting preparing for christmas, mission trip and all. I CANT WAIT!!!!!!! :):):). thought of them makes me smile involuntarily.
all smiles to whats waiting for me on the 20th!
11:59 AM
blessed.