back from I'm in Him! renai camp 2008! yay!
its great to once again enjoy the camp as a camper! really enjoyed myself this time. first camp that i didnt feel so tired and first camp that i was very hungry :S hahaha. led my first worship session.
ive learnt a lot and seen a lot in this camp. especially towards renai as a ministry. i see God's faithfulness and grace to this ministry and im just so glad things are getting better. :):) i rmb last renai camp we cried damn hard on the last day. this time, during the last night's activity, white funeral, i didnt cry at all. somehow, i was more joyful than i expected. i thought God really placed this immense joy in my heart, just looking at how the camp unfolds. its just, immense joy. cant describe the feeling. i think God is working in renai :) and in the hearts of the people in it :)
then again, my passion for other things seems to be fluctuating every now and then. now that school hols are here, i find it hard to place my passion for the activities i was actively involved with in front of the fact that i have to travel 2 hours down to school. so i ended up staying in renai camp throughout except for an afternoon.
im so excited about christmas! its really coming soon! die! gifts not ready!!!
8:25 PM
blessed.