ive been blogging a lot lesser lately. dont know why. is it cos as you grow older you become more and more sedated and have less to say? Or as you grow older you realise the consequences of everything you say and hence hold back on words?
had paba retreat today. i think this is my 3rd one already. hee. but today one was nothing like the usual grogy kind of retreat. In fact i found the personal retreat very interesting and helpful. I really felt like i spent quality time with God today and in addition, i shared my heart to a sister. im also really excited for the new year, with all the changes coming up. i wouldnt say its gonna be easy or more relaxing in terms of workload. in fact, it might be more. but i think its really gonna make the ministry a better place :)
ah so tired already. but waiting for hair to dry so cant sleep.
christmas wasnt really like christmas this year. somehow, many things drowned my joy. i guess its mainly cos i slept for only 4 hrs before service. i am, however, aware that there are some who did without any sleep. in addition, im totally displeased with the gifts i gifted others. haha. if i cant convince myelf the gift i gave, then i guess its hard for them to enjoy it too. but im so proud of my cards! gabriel keep saying his one own mine. anything la. i dont have to poll and prove. mine is huo zhen jia shi. with TLC, blood and sweat. every card is unique, everycard handmade to its details.
really tired tired tired :(
1:10 AM
blessed.