what is it like to know that you are going to die the next instant in order to save someone's life? or to know that your spouse has 4-6 months to leave, or to know that you have to do a high risk operation, because you will die if you dont.
Grey's anatomy.
whats wrong with me man. im supposed to be ecstatic over black extreme's victory yesterday, but here i am, gulping on endorphin to keep my tears to myself. and not like it helps. i feel like dr yang in the show, like some stressed up woman who has been keeping her emotions suppressed and then suddenly, one day, everything just comes out.
don't be mistaken. im not emo or anything. i think its just pms. im a bit like.. zombiefied now. haha.
well, on the really happier side, the black extremes got 3rd! YAY! :):) all the late nights and body clock mess thing was all worth it! really couldnt believe it when they announced our hall. hahaha. should have seen the stunned look. it was a momentary pause. like seriously. haha. man i will miss those times dancing w them. thought it was reallllllly tiring.
ok shit i have to prepare for cell tml GOT TO GO!
9:01 PM
blessed.