there's so much i WANT to do.
there's so much i HAVE to do.
but there's so much i CAN do.
The A level results release triggered a string of emails regarding the opening of scholarships sent to me. Got me exploring the remaining options of scholarship i am left with. Im so jaded by these applications. as if it weren't enough last year. i remember myself running scripts through the photocopier machine in Damai trying to meet all the scholarship application deadlines. And yet, i end up with none on my hand. Then again, i had a choice, then again, I made one.
PLUS. i lost my thumbdrive. which means, my previously written essays about my personal statement etc are GONEEEEEE.... rahhhh.
then there is this field in the forms that says achievements, awards etc. BLA i hate it cos i have none. to top that off. i have n substantial proof or evidence or proof of skills for the things im interested in. being really indignant about that, i searched through the course content of all available course in NTU to see what i can do about it. Subconsciously I scrolled through the ADM modules and the psychology modules (seriously, i dun know why). So, after reading those, i Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo want to get into sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many modules.
im a sad university undergrad worrying about my future :(
10:46 AM
blessed.